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hmmm. ..my love story doesn't really go that well,i can't last any relationship,cause i can't give everything to him,all i can give is my love and a part of me.but what i entered now is different,way different,this is a kind of unexpected love.people can dream,ryt?,and i did.aside from the dream to have a good lyf,i dreamt to have domeone who will love me for who i am.who will me his whole love,and would never break my heart. ..in relationships i enter,it always gone wrong,then unexpectedly a friend of mine,proposed to me his true feelings for me,those times i felt confused,cause i still love my ex and i just think of him as a friend.but days past,and as days go by,little by little he showed his love for me,i wanted to love him,but i know it's gonna be a mistake.he got a girlfriend that he can never break up with.i complained,and said,"if you love me then why can't you break up with her?'.he answered me confused,and said,"she is madly inlove with me,i cant let her go cause she'll die,and i dont want that to happen".those times i understood that.but then a time came that i loved him so much,and it came to the point that we have a special bond.but i was still confused and guilty,i was not confortable of flirting with him,and he got a girlfriend.that's why i let him dicide if he's gonna break up with her girlfriend,or i'm going away in his lyf,he decided to break up with her.then we got a formal relationship.but he's ex cant accept the break up,and did everything for us to stay apart.but we both survived because of our love..now our relationship still continues,but we are apart.so now i cannot feel my love fro him anymore,it's like it's fading slowly,it's like i want to surrender.but i can't do that cause if i will,it's like showing that i'm so unfair.so right now,i'm confused,and i dont know what i will do,if i will love him,or just let go and move on . ....
- Location:bicol
- Mood:
confused - Music:none
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- Mood:
amused - Music:none
i really love my friends and right know,i really miss them so much.they made a part of me,a part that was new,and i liked it,it was liked they added something to spice up my life,to give me freedom and peace of mind.i miss them so so so much.our trips,or joy,our laughs,our noise,everytime we shout,and scream out loud,i really gonna miss all that.!
- Location:bicol
- Mood: good
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After i graduated from elementary,i went on my highschool life,into a private school,immaculate conception high school. it is located in daraga,albay on bicol,my hometown,the school is along the road,that's why it is easy to find and locate it. Ichs is not the best school,it's small,dirty,unmanage,we have filty rooms,boring decorations,too less sections,broken windows,broken doors,old wooden floors,small library with old books,messy people.yes i know,it is not perfect,it is not evev near the word "good".but in that unperfect school i gained knoledge,i met friends,and enemies,became known being the auditor in the 'scc' or the school coordinating council,i entered groups,participated activities,created a new me,unlike my elementary life which was simple, i was shy those days, i never really got known at all,but i was still the same faith marquez,a friend to all,who you can trust and rely on.my life in ichs was pretty boring,but colorful,cause i have my friends i remembered those times we practiced dancing in tin's haouse because we always enter dance programs,durin nutrition month,pepsquad,buwan ng wika,orientation,and many more,i really am not fund of dancing but they put me into it,during buwan ng wika,a program to glorify,and give pride to our country,to our language,i always enter essay writing competition,it was quite fun at all,after we write the article,we,the writers read it infront all the students,wearing a "saya" our national costume.everything is so fun.then intramurals came.this time,everybody is free,it's up to you if you want to attend this one week madness or just stay at haome,or stay at computer shops(well..some of my friends do that)during this activity,we are not instructed to wear uniforms,we can wear anything we want,the school also give an intrams t-shirt.during the first day of intramurals,we held a parade starting from the legue of the dbc,followed by the students lined by year,wearing our intarms t-shirt,the followed by the candidates of mr. and ms. intrams.then when we arrive into school,we start the philippine hymn,and a baloon flying programm,then a flag racing competition,after that the participants in pepsquad will get ready,dress up and make their final practice,because the competition will start.after getting ready the "dancers"(as we may call them) will go outside and perform one by one,i was one of the participants in 2nd year,and in our luck we won first price.the other days of intrams is filled with sports,i never really anticipated in any sport,i'm not a sporty girl at all.then the last day,what everyone have been waiting for,the day the mr. and ms. intrams would be held,it was very dazzling,how those students ramped and showed their beauty to everyone,wearing their gowns and toxedo's.and again.glory came to second year as we won to be 1st.and after that?the regular school will happen again,same time,wearing uniform,getting ready to gain knoledge.my fellow classmates are wild,some likes studies,some likes to make noise,some classics and just being themselves,the simple them.we have only four classrooms,and five teachers(principal included)we were such a small community,but we have fun,dancing,learnig,making noise,arguing with others and making friends in other years,then holidays is gonna come,our christmas party is not the best.but it was nice,just a simple feast,a little song from me,and games done by others.them exchanging gifts,giving teddy hugs ang warm goodbye's for the holidays.january 2009.a new day of school,it's like getting started again.honestly i missed the old junky school,our noises,and the naughty people,we were like a jungle there.but the last 3 months was very tough,many exams,quizzes we need to pass.but i survived from all those,vacation was near,graduation was about to come,many things happened,and they happened very fast.some of them gone bad.and i never really thought that things are gonna run that way,i made a mistake,but i'll change that,i learned from it.then,one second my life in imma(that's what i call ichs sometimes)faded,gone like the wind,it's like yesterday i was just entering the halls of htis school,and know i'm gonna exit.i'm gonna change school.my parents don't like me to stay to imma.it's hard for me to walk away the path were i first knew my true friends,were i first created myself.but i know this is for my own good.i'll walk away,because i need to,but i'll never forget those times,i laughed and cried,i shouted and i whispered,and everything of this happened in imma,i'm xurely gonna miss all the moments,with my friends,with my teachers,with my school.they made a part of me,that i will never forget,and i will never change.because,life is short,if you will not spend it right now,you may loss all that you have started,and my life started there,and i can't afford to loose it,i'm going to use my time spending everything i got from imma,cause i know it's for my better.- Location:bicol
- Mood:indescribable
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- Location:bicol
- Mood: calm
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- Location:bicol
- Mood: amused
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- Location:bicol
- Mood: good
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- Location:none
- Mood: good
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Ever since the time i was brought into this world,i came to be a simple child,who gave happiness to my parents,we were three siblings in the family,and i was the eldest,being the oldest child is quite a hard job,so many tasks,and dreams to fulfill.then years came,i grew up fast,graduated elementary,i finish those days being known as the shy simple little girl.then i entered my high school life,the 1st year was,let's say loose,nothing much changed in me,i got good grades,and made many friends,also started many argue's.then it came to 2nd year,those times,i learned to be confident to express for who i am,made new friends,entered activities i have fun.but behind those fun, i made big mistakes,i admit my desicion's was wrong instead of going for the right thing,i chose to be wrong.but i never regretted my mistake.maybe that happened to me,so that i can learn from it.so that i can have lessons from my own mistakes.but how sad,when i think of the fact that many disapointments was given to me.but i know "change" will come,to me and to my life.for i believe that life is not about finding your self but creating it,to have your own personality,to create yourself,and to live a great life,with your family,friends,and all the other person who loves you, and accepts you for who you are.Your weaknesses and fears,should not be a way for you to stop,nor give up,but you should learn from it,choose the better way,because being imperfect is not a lost,but it is a unique gift from above.
- Location:bicol
- Mood:artistic
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